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  Imposter / by Antony John.

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  Summary: “Seth Crane can’t believe his luck when he lands his first big movie role, but when secrets only Seth knows—things his costars told him in confidence—start showing up in tabloids, it quickly becomes clear that nothing in Hollywood is as it seems”—Provided by publisher.

  ISBN 978-0-698-15134-5

  [1. Actors and actresses—Fiction. 2. Motion pictures—Production and direction—Fiction. 3. Fame—Fiction. 4. Love—Fiction. 5. Impersonation—Fiction. 6. Hollywood (Los Angeles,

  Calif.)—Fiction. 7. Mystery and detective stories.] I. Title.

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  Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  1

  “I WAS AFRAID YOU WERE NEVER going to drink the poison.” Ellen adjusts the straps of her sleeveless dress. The front curtain is still drawn, and she wants to look perfect for the audience. “Were you watching me the whole time?”

  She sounds suspicious. Maybe even a little freaked out. The honest answer is Yes, I was watching you, because in character, that’s what felt right.

  But I’m not Romeo anymore, and she’s not Juliet. I’m back to being Seth, who went out with Ellen once after rehearsal and thought it might mean something. I also thought I was a shoo-in for a new series of Chevy commercials, but I guess I was wrong about that too.

  The curtain parts. We lock arms and step forward with the rest of the cast. The standing ovation is spontaneous, the camera flashes persistent. Energy hums through us like a current.

  I ought to smile. It’s closing night of the first fully sold-out production in Valley Youth Theater Company history. We’ve had excellent write-ups in the local newspaper. The rest of the cast are practically cheering themselves, but I can’t join them. The spotlights feel too bright, too hot.

  “Bow!” Ellen stage-whispers.

  I follow her lead, and when she retreats, I do as well. As the curtain closes, she tilts her head and clicks her tongue like a mother chastening her child. “Focus, Mr. Crane,” she teases.

  Our cast mates exchange celebratory hugs. Ellen hugs me too. “See you at the party,” she whispers.

  As she saunters past the front row of props, her friends fall in line beside her. She doesn’t look back.

  “Would’ve been nice if you could’ve smiled, Seth.” My brother’s voice drags me around. Gant Crane, future paparazzo, stands stage left, examining photos on a ridiculously expensive camera. “I mean, I’ve got some awesome shots of the play, but the curtain call . . .” He shakes his head to underline how bad I must appear on the camera’s small screen.

  “You can just delete those ones, right?” I say.

  “Uh-uh. Your director wants the full album.”

  “I’ll give you ten bucks.”

  “She’s giving me a hundred.”

  “A hundred? For one evening?”

  He raises an eyebrow. “It’s only the stars of the show who get paid nothing. I told you not to get into acting.”

  It’s true—he told me that. He’s annoyingly smart for a sophomore.

  “You going to the party?” he asks, flicking his head toward the back of the stage.

  “Later.”

  He knows the word later is significant. “Is this about the Chevy commercial?”

  “No,” I say. But I can tell he sees right through that lie too.

  I did two low-budget TV commercials back in middle school, but the Chevy gig would’ve been huge. National exposure. Good money. They’d pretty much told me the part was mine. Instead, this afternoon I got a one-line email saying they were moving in a new direction.

  “I just want to stay out here a minute,” I tell him. “Try to feel normal again.”

  This time he raises both eyebrows. “News flash, Seth. You’re wearing pointy shoes and five coats of makeup. Nothing normal about that.”

  Gant snaps another photo and leaves. Brow furrowed, I probably look more like Hamlet than Romeo.

  I slide around the front curtain and survey row after row of empty velvet seats. With the audience gone and the spotlights off, the place no longer seems magical at all. The wooden planks beneath my feet creak slightly. The air is tinged with the still-there smell of paint from the props that were only finished four days ago. I know because I helped to paint them.

  “Little odd for the star of the show to be out here alone, isn’t it?” someone calls out.

  A guy ambles toward me. He looks about thirty. Goatee. Untucked white shirt and dark blue jeans.

  I look around, but I’m the only other person here. “Costar,” I say.

  “Uh-uh. Not all Romeos and Juliets are created equal. You know it. I know it. Everyone in the audience knows it.” He flutters a program. “Says here that in additi
on to his work with the Valley Youth Theater Company, eighteen-year-old Seth Crane has appeared in the short movie Taken Out, as well as commercials.”

  He places his hands on the stage and pulls himself up. Sits on the edge, feet dangling. “I’m Ryder. Ryder Whatley.” He extends his hand. I step forward and shake it. “So what’s the issue, Seth?”

  “Issue?”

  “Show’s over. You ought to be celebrating. But you’re still here.”

  “Yeah, well . . . I lost out on a commercial today.”

  “That’s too bad. Did your agent say why?”

  “I don’t have an agent.”

  “Hmm.” He pulls out a card. Below his name is written: WRITER—PRODUCER—DIRECTOR. He has a Los Angeles address.

  My heartbeat quickens. “What are you doing in the Valley?”

  “Glad you asked.” He takes out his cell phone and touches the screen. Pulls up a movie website that shows production status on a film called Whirlwind. “You heard of this?”

  I sit beside him. My legs dangle farther than his. “Yeah. Sabrina Layton’s in it.”

  “Was in it. Kris Ellis too. But then they split up in real life and everything went into limbo. Now we have a script and shooting schedule, but no leads.”

  “Didn’t anyone else audition?”

  “Sure. Hundreds. But once the biggest teen actors in Hollywood signed on, I had better things to do than wade through hours of audition tape.” He chuckles. “Which is ironic, ’cause now I’m doing it anyway. Well, except for this evening.”

  Ryder pinches the bridge of his nose. “Look, Seth, community theater isn’t my thing. But someone I trust told me to check you out. After I read that write-up in the newspaper, I figured, why not? And you know what? Watching you onstage, it was like I was seeing the character in my movie: the face, the movements, the voice. . . . What I’m saying is, I want you to audition.”

  My feet bounce lightly against the side of the stage like I have no control over them. “When?”

  “Tomorrow morning.” He turns his business card over and points to an address handwritten on the back. “There’s a conference room at this place. Ten o’ clock work for you?”

  Before I can answer, a cheer erupts from backstage. When it’s quiet again, the whole situation feels surreal—losing out on a commercial one moment, and auditioning for a movie role the next.

  “I don’t get it,” I say. “There must be hundreds of guys who want this part.”

  “Sure there are. But sometimes we’re looking for exactly the kind of person who’s not looking for us.”

  He watches me, waiting for yes. He must know how much I want this. Need it. It’s written all over me.

  With the audience gone, the noise from the lobby has all but died away. Nearby, the party is in full swing, but I won’t go. I have other, bigger goals.

  “Ten o’ clock,” I say. “I’ll be there.”

  2

  BY THE TIME I GET UP, Dad’s already in the kitchen in his creased pants and white T-shirt, fighting a losing battle with the steam iron.

  “Do you have another interview?” I ask.

  He nods.

  “Can I help?”

  He grips the iron tighter, his right hand so reliable. But his left still won’t cooperate and the shirt shifts on the tiny ironing board. Now there’s a sharp crease diagonally across the front. His stroke isn’t just evident in every word and gesture, but even in the clothes he wears.

  Three years ago, Dad suffered a transient ischemic attack—a kind of mini stroke. Thankfully it was minor, and at fifty-two, he was relatively young. Unfortunately, Mom was sick too, and he played it down so no one would panic. He should’ve gone to the ER. Should’ve had a CT scan or an MRI of the brain, and an echocardiogram of the heart. He should’ve taken blood thinners. But he wanted us to focus on Mom. So we did. Right up to the day, five weeks later, that he suffered a major stroke. Now only the right side of his face works—same for the rest of his body—and he has trouble speaking. He gets angry easily. He wants everything to go back to the way it was three years ago.

  He’s not the only one.

  “Seriously, Dad,” I say. “I can do it.”

  He sets the iron on the board and backs away. Five minutes later, I’ve pressed his shirt and even worked out the crease.

  “Th-thanks,” he says.

  “No problem.” Then I realize that’s not true—it’s a major problem for him. “I mean, anytime.”

  As Dad slopes off to his bedroom to dress, I join Gant in the cramped living room. He’s sprawled across the sofa, admiring his latest crop of downloaded photographs on my laptop computer. At least, that’s what I figure he’s doing, but this picture is grainy and out of focus.

  “What are you doing?” I ask.

  He taps the screen. “Trying to find out who downloaded footage of last night’s performance. There was an announcement before the play: no photography. But someone filmed it anyway, and now your cast mates will be checking themselves out on YouTube instead of waiting for the official photos.”

  “Who cares?”

  “I care. It’s bad for business. What’s the chance that director uses me again if no one orders photos, huh? This is my job.”

  “You’re sixteen, Gant. Not sixty.”

  “So? I’m making as much as Dad, aren’t I?”

  Right on cue, our father emerges from his bedroom. I hope he didn’t hear what Gant said.

  For years, Dad worked in university finance, doing accounts and audits and payroll. He could do the job just as well now as he used to, but he doesn’t come across the same in interviews anymore. Today’s meeting isn’t for a finance job anyway—those are always Monday through Friday. He promised us he’d cast the net wider, but realistically, that means settling for a job he doesn’t really want and for which he’s overqualified.

  He stands in the doorway, awaiting my appraisal. The shirt is fine, but the tie knot is a mess. I want to fix that too.

  “Looking good,” Gant says.

  Dad produces a defiant smile and heads out.

  Gant waits for the door to close. “It won’t be his tie that stops him from getting a job. So don’t pretend like it matters.”

  I want to tell him he’s wrong. That sooner or later Dad’ll get a job and things will change for us. But Dad hasn’t had steady work in almost a year.

  Then again, what if he didn’t need to work?

  Last night, I could hardly sleep for thinking about the audition. At three a.m., I was just about ready to forget the whole idea, rather than risk another disappointment. But the world looks different at eight a.m.

  If my father can walk through that door, so can I.

  3

  RYDER OPENS THE DOOR WIDE LIKE a deferential servant and, with a sweep of his arm, invites me to enter the airy, uniformly beige conference room.

  “I was afraid you might not come,” he says.

  I try to stay calm. “I think, maybe I’m meant to do this.”

  “So you’re a fatalist.”

  “More like an aspiring optimist.”

  He gives an abrupt laugh, like a dog barking. “Nice.”

  Across the room, a woman in a black business suit stands beside a video camera mounted on a tripod. “I’m Tracie,” she says. “I’m an attorney for the production company. I’m here to make sure everyone plays nicely together.”

  Ryder tsks. “I always play nicely. It’s our producer, Brian, you need to worry about.”

  She raises an eyebrow. “Speak of the devil, he’s on standby on a video conference link, if you want.” She adjusts the camera so that it points straight at me. “So Seth, I hear you missed out on a commercial. Why’d you want to do commercials anyway?”

  I wish Ryder hadn’t told her about our conversation. Who misses out on a commercial one day and l
ands a movie role the next?

  “I want to be an actor,” I say. “Do real work.”

  “Earn real money, you mean.”

  “That too. My dad’s not doing so well.”

  Tracie gives a sympathetic nod, but her expression doesn’t change. Even her bobbed brown hair remains perfectly in place.

  Ryder pulls out two chairs and we sit side by side. A laptop computer rests on the table beside a small stack of pages.

  “The top sheet is a nondisclosure agreement,” announces Tracie. “I need you to sign that before you read for us.”

  “What’s said in this room, stays in this room,” Ryder explains. “You’ll understand why, soon enough.”

  It’s just one page. Barely fifty words. A promise that I won’t repeat anything that’s said today. I sign it with Ryder’s pen, my hand shaking so hard the signature looks fake. Tracie walks the length of the table and takes it from me.

  “Okay, then,” says Ryder, tapping what looks like pages of a script. “This movie is about star-crossed lovers—a boy and a girl pushed to the limit by circumstances they can’t control. They’re a team, but when everything around them is collapsing, even a perfect couple can be collateral damage. For this scene, you take the part of Andrew. I’ll be Lana.”

  I scan the lines of text: the words of a boy and a girl nearing the end of the road together. I nod once and begin to read, though my voice hardly rises above a whisper: “So what happens now?”

  Ryder doesn’t try to speak in a girl’s voice, thank goodness. In fact, he doesn’t act at all. “We spend some time apart.”

  “And what is that supposed to mean? If we’re breaking up, then call it what it is.”

  “Would that make you happier?”

  I pause. “Happier? No. But I gave up on that a long time ago. Now I’d settle for honesty. Just a sign that any of it was real.”

  “That would be nice, wouldn’t it?”

  An ambivalent end—under different circumstances, I might appreciate that. But right now I’m fixated on the camera at the end of the table, and the realization that the screenwriter is sitting beside me.

  We turn to the next scene—Ext. A park. I’m still Andrew, but Ryder is playing my father now. We argue, and finally he asks me why I’ve changed. Why I’m not the boy I used to be. The scene ends without an answer, but in my mind, I’m thinking that change isn’t necessarily bad. How much easier would things be for my real father and me if I got this job?